I Can't Sleep
an ode to my mom
in the world beneath the water everything is right side up everything looks the same as if you were here in the world beneath the water the trees can talk the geese can walk the dogs salute in the world beneath the water all the men wear top hats and take them off to say hello to the saluting dogs in the world beneath the water the ladies all have parasols and they spin them right round this way, that way, this way in the world beneath the water all the squirrels are card sharks and you need to watch your stack before you make a bet, they play for keeps in the world beneath the water bears are in their rightful place owners of the butcher shops purveyors of fine meats in the world beneath the water there is a story of a king who lives off in a far land and is kindly and old in the world beneath the water all the girls are princesses all the boys are princes and they all can wear pants in the world beneath the water singing is the coin of the realm and knowing your do rey mi is muy importante in the world beneath the water i stroll along in the park and when i want an ice cream i turn to Patsy Cline in the world beneath the water my best friend is an old oak who tells the best stories as i eat a vanilla cone in his shade in the world beneath the water you never left, you are writing your book sitting under the apple blossom tree her name is Frances too in the world beneath the water i am who you thought I could be i did in fact grow up i became a person you could see in the world beneath the water there is no death you see there is only life the streets are made of platinum in the world beneath the water wizards are politicians and they make everything we need with their wizardly ways in the world beneath the water everyone has their way their path to grow further up their road to grow further in in the world beneath the water i am the only one awake i never could fall asleep you see and in total loneliness i embed in the world beneath the water i am etching myself into the glass i am the logo fading from the mug i am all things at once in the world beneath the water i am nothing but a wisp i know that a wisp is a vapor i know that a vapor still stings in the world beneath the water i look up to the people in the world as they walk in their real world and i am reaching for the surface in the world beneath the water there is only dancing there is only dancing there is only silly dancing in the world beneath the water i am at once and instant i am undone by the memory i am put back together




I like these waters
It feels to me that this place beneath the water is not a place of fantasy, but a place where love continues searching for a form. The further I read, the more each image seemed to be holding something that could not be spoken directly.